In short, I must say that I am caught in between. I live among successful person. I live in loving environment. I appreciate them. However, sometimes in my mind there is one question haunting me. My siblings are putting high hope on me while I just follow on the flow. If it meant to be then it is meant to be. Yet to them there is no such thing as destiny. There is only effort. Effort is the one who change future. The true fact is effort along with destiny is future, my future. I am not like them and I am tending to be me. I with my plan and they are just mixing my thoughts. Hence, bad romance in my head happens.
My siblings do not know me well as they are always away but they think they knew me well than myself. I am not blaming them but just to make true stand of who I really am...and even though they are not going to read this but at least I tried, haha…..
